May 17, 2011 22:43
you wired me awake and hit me with a hand of broken nails
you tied my lead and pulled to watch my blood being to boil
im going to break my rusty cage
im going to break my rusty cage and run.
i think ive got a few things worked out for the future few months that are really going to help me get my head back together. this year has seen me digress from how collected i felt at the end of high school into a once again anxious, bewlidered, depressed mess. my moods fluctuate like im a 16 year old girl, although im not quite as bitchy. i think what is in store is what i need, and for that i am excited and grateful. i finished my last paper, and now i am done, which is a huge relief. im done with my illegalities, which is also a big boost to my mood, because im not stressed out with all the bullshit of heat anymore. legitimacy is definately NOT overrated.