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happy father's day!
when jacob got in the car this morning, he smelled just like dad and i started crying. it smelled good. it was the smell of old alcohol, cigarette smoke, and cologne, but it smelled so good. i miss him. i love my dad. i loooove him. i wish i could hug him and smell him and kiss him and hear his voice and rub his scruffy face and get tickled and sit at city stages with him like we used to. i just want him. God is so good to give me peace.
when jacob got in the car this morning, he smelled just like dad and i started crying. it smelled good. it was the smell of old alcohol, cigarette smoke, and cologne, but it smelled so good. i miss him. i love my dad. i loooove him. i wish i could hug him and smell him and kiss him and hear his voice and rub his scruffy face and get tickled and sit at city stages with him like we used to. i just want him. God is so good to give me peace.
