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"When we are angry or depressed in our creativity, we have misplaced our power. We have allowed someone else to determine our worth, and then we are angry at being undervalued...
Perfectionism is not a quest for the best. It is a pursuit of the worst in ourselves, the part that tells us that nothing we do will ever be good enough - that we should try harder....
The clock is ticking and you're hearing the beat. You stop by a museum shop, sign your name on a scuba-diving sheet, and commit yourself to Saturday mornings in the deep end. You're either losing your mind - or gaining your soul. Life is meant to be an artist date. That's why we were created..."
~ Julia Margaret Cameron (1815-1879)
I needed to read this today :) it doesnt take the sadness away but it does make me think.and i could use a different pov every now and then.
To the reader :
Sorry if I dissapointed you.Im sorry that you cant understand that when everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am.
take care,me.
I want to grow up and be a workaholic.Work day and night.The adrenaline ,the things to look forward to they make up for all the emptiness and the stuff my life will never be made of.I could spend my whole day in a library and it wouldnt hurt as long as i dont have people reminding me of all that i've lost.
I wish I was pretty and funny.
I wish there was a hobby that would help me not thinkabout how i feel.
today i learned about handmade jewelry.
i realized i wanted to learn woodcrafts so i could build cool stuff.
i realized why having guy friends is the best thing ever.
well not really
nothing beats dancing,music,photoraphy and the arts.
hehe.
its funny how pretty people dont realize they are
its sad how having or not having parents affects our lives.
i don't wanna live too long
OMG a friend of mine got me Adobe Photoshop 7.0 !!!!
isnt that crazy?
1 reason to be okay.
i want the pain to stop
can you please take it away?
"take me away
i've got nothing left to say
so take me away" - lifehouse
Perfectionism is not a quest for the best. It is a pursuit of the worst in ourselves, the part that tells us that nothing we do will ever be good enough - that we should try harder....
The clock is ticking and you're hearing the beat. You stop by a museum shop, sign your name on a scuba-diving sheet, and commit yourself to Saturday mornings in the deep end. You're either losing your mind - or gaining your soul. Life is meant to be an artist date. That's why we were created..."
~ Julia Margaret Cameron (1815-1879)
I needed to read this today :) it doesnt take the sadness away but it does make me think.and i could use a different pov every now and then.
To the reader :
Sorry if I dissapointed you.Im sorry that you cant understand that when everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am.
take care,me.
I want to grow up and be a workaholic.Work day and night.The adrenaline ,the things to look forward to they make up for all the emptiness and the stuff my life will never be made of.I could spend my whole day in a library and it wouldnt hurt as long as i dont have people reminding me of all that i've lost.
I wish I was pretty and funny.
I wish there was a hobby that would help me not thinkabout how i feel.
today i learned about handmade jewelry.
i realized i wanted to learn woodcrafts so i could build cool stuff.
i realized why having guy friends is the best thing ever.
well not really
nothing beats dancing,music,photoraphy and the arts.
hehe.
its funny how pretty people dont realize they are
its sad how having or not having parents affects our lives.
i don't wanna live too long
OMG a friend of mine got me Adobe Photoshop 7.0 !!!!
isnt that crazy?
1 reason to be okay.
i want the pain to stop
can you please take it away?
"take me away
i've got nothing left to say
so take me away" - lifehouse