Aug 27, 2004 15:44
I don't even know why I bother writing in this anyways, nobody reads it. But here I am again.
Mexico was fun. We came home early but I think that it was for the better because I missed my bed, my shower, and my Denise. I met a lot of awesome people there. People I will have a very hard time forgetting.
My days have recently been filled with Denise, Greg, Andrew, and Frankie. I don't talk to anyone at school, unless their name is Denise Amos. Everyone else really isn't worth my time. I came to hate everyone during the summer and I really couldn't give a shit if that bothers you. Maybe this is why I have no friends. Whatever I could care less. Sadly I have been seeing less and less of Elliot. Kinda makes me sad but I mean what am I supposed to do? I don't even know the cause of this "distance" so I have no idea how to go about fixing it. I think the reason for this could very well be because I think I am a baller and I can make it through life without my medication. The truth of the matter is, everyone in their right mind knows that I am nothing without those pills. So why do I still choose not to take them? Well everyone knows the answer to that, I am a fucking moron.
My classes this sememster are:
1-Civics//Rankin
2-IWe//Johnson
3-Ceramics//Tauble
4- I don't really have one but cosmetology school starts the 7th. I am scared, to say the least.
Whatever this is my life. Take it or leave it. Either way you don't really have much of a choice because it's my life not yours and you can tell me you hate me as many times as you wish and it still won't mean shit to me. I am not going to change for you ignorant fucks. And if you hate me, chances are I don't like you much either but I am just more mature than to spend my life dwelling on your mistakes and making them publicly known, and walking around town talking shit to everyone you come in contact with who may know me. Cool life. But to each their own. So carry on. Just know that I laugh at your pitiful attempts to phase me.
over and out