upDatE!
It's been a while, but I feel the need to update a little bit.
Life is good, surprising, but good. I've been taking things in and learning from my mistakes. Which I will try REALLLLLLY hard NOT to repeat.
People aren't always who they seem to be. Which in some ways is VERY good, but in others..BAD! Just when you think things are falling into place there is always something else to fuck it up again. Oh well. Not MY fault.
my motto: Hope for the best, expect the WORST! It helps.
I'm making it alright though. I thought things would be different and I wouldn't be this happy, but I am and I'm LoVinG it. By the way... last night was great. Shocking, confusing, fustrating, but definitly worth every sec. spent. I'm glad things were takin care of and I have someone who completely understands and is very helpful in a number of ways. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
Oh... Last night I tried to leave Cried so much I could not believe She was the same girl I fell in love with long ago She went in the back to get high I sat down on my couch and cried yellin' Oh momma, please help me Won't you hold my hand and... Let her cry If the tears fall down like rain Let her sing If it eases all her pain Let her go Let her walk right out on me And if the sun comes up tomorrow Let her be .....