Ok, it's official. I'm pathetic

[youthinkiameve]

Well, JR has been gone a total of three days, nine hours, and nine minutes and I'm not happy about it. I feel pathetic because I'm used to having him around to sing me to sleep or to tell me that I shouldn't wear make up because it hide my true beauty. But he's not here nor can he call because out of all the fifty states to chose, Sprint chose Alaska as the one state where they don't have ANY service. His dad has his computer which has the internet, but Mark is so much of a jackass that he doesn't let anybody touch it, let alone use it. I'll be happy when he gets back on Wednesday; damn happy. I've already thought of what I'm suprising him with, and he's going to love it. I just want to hear his voice tell me how lucky he is to have me and that he loves me.

Jesus, I'm an emo little shit...