my car is shitty
every time i look at my car, i curse my parents for being poor. its a sin, i know. i should provide for myself.
eh.
today i spent 4 hours in the library studying jewish history. i plan on spending at least 10 more this week and 20 each week from now on. not just studying jewish history...but studying in general. im sick of being the person in class thats completely silent.
speaking of speaking up - the highlight of my month;
i wrote jess. a long letter. i told her how much i missed her and how i hoped we could be friends again. to my surprise, she feels the same way i do. it was getting so hard to not talk to her. she's been in every other dream of mine, shes in all my pictures and in all of my memories. it just didnt seem like 2 months should ruin 6 years of friendship. in the spirit of rekindling friendships, there are some others i would like to rehabilitate. we'll see.
*at this point in my life, there's no room for pride.
we move on the first. so stoked. we're gonna throw a house warming party. ive never actually thrown a party...only get-togethers. i have this fear of people not showing up. yea. i think thats pretty much the worst sort of social embarrassment. BUT...like i said, at this point in my life, there's no room for pride.
blake is coming down in december. im pretty much smitten by this.
the only other thing im really looking forward to right now, is weekly "new" episodes of laguna beach. im smitten by jason too. otherwise...i dont much look forward to holidays. its like...if they turn out great then kudos, if not...theres always next seasons laguna beach. ha.
right.
and with that.
imma go work out.
maybe even call natalie back.
eh.
today i spent 4 hours in the library studying jewish history. i plan on spending at least 10 more this week and 20 each week from now on. not just studying jewish history...but studying in general. im sick of being the person in class thats completely silent.
speaking of speaking up - the highlight of my month;
i wrote jess. a long letter. i told her how much i missed her and how i hoped we could be friends again. to my surprise, she feels the same way i do. it was getting so hard to not talk to her. she's been in every other dream of mine, shes in all my pictures and in all of my memories. it just didnt seem like 2 months should ruin 6 years of friendship. in the spirit of rekindling friendships, there are some others i would like to rehabilitate. we'll see.
*at this point in my life, there's no room for pride.
we move on the first. so stoked. we're gonna throw a house warming party. ive never actually thrown a party...only get-togethers. i have this fear of people not showing up. yea. i think thats pretty much the worst sort of social embarrassment. BUT...like i said, at this point in my life, there's no room for pride.
blake is coming down in december. im pretty much smitten by this.
the only other thing im really looking forward to right now, is weekly "new" episodes of laguna beach. im smitten by jason too. otherwise...i dont much look forward to holidays. its like...if they turn out great then kudos, if not...theres always next seasons laguna beach. ha.
right.
and with that.
imma go work out.
maybe even call natalie back.