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so, i find myself missing a few things. i miss making, well being able, to make music. went over the Jon O's house today and they happened to be practicing new stuff they have written. they played me and derek their new, and i think the best song they have made. They have their shit together. what a good feeling that must be, to make music, just to know that what you are hearing or playing is something that you made, the way it all falls together just right, i would love that feeling. I tried for a job at 2 places last week, what luck, not hiring. im gonna go to more places this weekend, i wanna get my permit, get my shit together, ya know. And i know ive said it so many times but this timeis different, im getting to the point in my life where nothaving a job or a permit is a bad thing. Another thing i guess i could say is that i miss my girlfriend, yeah i see her everyda at school, but thats really it. I cant count the times ive said that, but its really getting to bother me ya know. This doesnt mean i love her any less than i did when we used to see eachother, its just something that is forever bothering me. Its not her fault, her parents are wierd about us. i found myself mad at them today, doesnt seem like they care at all about us seeing eachother. Anyways, I think im going to keep writing in this thing, it feels kinda good to type down everything ive wanted to say today. I guess thats all im going to say, Everyone have a good night.