Dec 24, 2005 20:01
I am tired of trying to make everyone happy.
I am tired of trying to hold onto friendships that are slipping out of my fingers.
I am tired of tryig to be the one for him...
This is my breaking point.
I guess you can say that Im saying screw it all.
But as of right now. I dont care.
I am with my family and I love it.
To tell the truth on how I feel.
hmm well lets see.
We shall start off with Amy.
Contestant number one.
I have done everything that I can possibly think to do, to be that best friend that I was. I cant try anymore Amy. I miss you with all of my heart. I use to live at your house and it seems like I have never known it now. Anne seems like an awesome girl, and I am so glad that she has met an amazing person like you. And what great friends you have become. I could be happier, if I see you more. But, you are happy and thats all that matters.
I hate that feeling of being stuck between to people. Annie and David. Annie I have known for so many years and who has been a friend for sooo long. who became friends with one of my best guy friends David. And then *bam* things get messed up and I feel in the middle. Its a depressing feeling.
Jaimee I miss beyond all belief because no matter how long it has been since I have seen her, she stil shows the same love.
Right now with out Melanie, I think I would be a complete mess. She took the time to listen and meant so much...
Everyone of my friends means so much to me, and I dont want to lose them or for them to forget about me.
I miss Adam, cause he is in Ohio...Adam, I hope you are having an awesome time !!!
KeFin is down from GA and I might not be able to see him.
BUT. I just want you all to know.
Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.
AND Happy Holidays.
I love you all whether I show it or not.