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So I was thinking about taking the time to wrtie this BIG update and tell everyone my funny stories at work, but none of it would be funny to any of you. BUT maybe better luck next time...BUTTTTTT to give you an update on all my crap...work is ohkay, school is going good and Im all caught up in the same boy....again. DAMN ME...oh well, nothing big though. I know nothing will happen so, thats the way that it shall be. Today at work Monica was called Beautiful. I think that I am the only one that cant tell stories about how Im called beautiful.All of my friends are beautiful and they all get stuff said in a positive way about them, and I think people think about me is that "oh look at that girl, she looks like she should be a boy". maybe thats why I was really called Bob. Don't get me wrong, my self essteem is actually really high right now due to recent events but you know, it'd be nice. Well Im at my dads house now cause no one is here, they all went to Homestead, except Nicole, but she is at Shannons house, and Im just chillin with Katie. Hmm well I guess I'll just flat out say it. I'm losing friendships. Ohkay well not losing, just one is falling appart, slipping away from my own clentching fists. DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL IT? I dont know what it is. It use to be me and her 24/7 couldnt find one with out the other and now its like "struggle" to hang out. but whatever maybe its just my time of the month thats making me crazy. I cant even figure out what I want to do with my own life. BLAH, and everyone says Im young, but I feel so stressed. I need someone to cuddle with, I just, I need a night where I feel loved and just cuddle with someone...BLAH. Ignore my rambling please.alright, well Much love.<3
Happy Birthday Melanie Natale Kubin
Love ya DARLIN !