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Feb 24, 2009 10:26

What time is it? Is it even really 2009? I mean for really reals? Life gets so crazy sometimes and you don't even notice any of this time passing. Just zips right by, whipping your hair around and shit. If you've never had long hair I guess that analogy is lost on you. I've always said time isn't real, it's just an idea, created by man. Some of my asshole friends think that science has proven that wrong and tried to explain that crap to me. I'm not trying to hear any of that.

I'm 24 now. Right now, that's the oldest I've ever been. And I'm me, everywhere I go.

I think I've changed some, and I think we all change and have changed and will continue. But we regress. A lot of that change is undone. A lot of real effort has to be applied to maintain that. Effort and willpower.

I'm not trying to be super deep or vague here or anything. I was looking at my old posts, and they're so vague that I barely have any idea what they're talking about. But like I said back then, looking back and trying to decipher it all is half the fun. This thing is like a time vault.

I don't know. Life is about motivation. A man can do anything at all that he wants, but he cannot will what it is that he wants.
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