.:23:. your the only one who...
ok so last nite was pretty much a dud and i got pretty much everyone mad at me again....i dunno how i keep doing it but its like i say the wrong things or im jsut not good at fixing what i mess up i dont know but i suck at it
mike helped me feel better cuz he told me that im always so negative and i mean i knew that already but, he pretty much just helped me open up my eyes and so now i can see how much of a blind stupid ass i have been...so he helped me figure out how to fix that
and im def willing to forgive anyone who was mad at me/ who i was mad at ...because there are a couple ppl who i know that i can trust now wiht my feelings and help set me in line....actually ill jsut say thanks to mike and megs... they helped me the most and i really appreciate it...( i feel like im giving some kind of thank you speech) well basically yea thats what i am doing...
i still have to talk ot brian... i can def see how i was being an ass to him and hurting him now (thanks to megs) and i know i have to talk to him and fix that...i pretty much know what im goin to say...ive thought about it over and over
all i can say is sometimes i make mistakes...big ones...and im sorrry
please forgive me?
<3 katie
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