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Lies are all she can ever hear.
Sort of like tuning everything else out but this is real. Always the one they're ashamed of, she waits in the wings for prince charming. Only to find out he died in a car wreck last night. So now what? One day it's perfect the next is prolonged. Yet day by day things stay the same. He forgets to remember, he can't see her dying in his mind, he doesn't hold her the way she longs to be held, she doesn't even like the way he tastes. Too bad he never fucking called. Those words have lost their meaning. Does this mean she is strong? No. It means she's a sucker because she knows all of this is wrong.
So tonight i'll pretend she has no fears because it's not about taking what only you can get, it's about taking it all without a shed of regret. Tomorrow there are no lines. Walking along plain white sheets of paper and it will all be mine. Just promise not to hate me, you're the one who has driven me over the edge. So blame yourself for this failing conscience, if only you could care.
