you say, i only hear what i want to.
i've been really tired lately.
mostly just because i'm getting kinda tired of faking a life.
i don't know.
i'm getting sick of it.
don't get me wrong, i really do like being perky and cheerful and having lots of friends,
but i really think that i would trade it all in for just a couple really good friends
and be myself all the time.
no, i'm not stupid.
no, i'm not always such a klutz.
alot of the things i do, i do to make people laugh, because it makes me feel good.
sometimes i get lonely, even if i never show it.
yea i'm fun to be around, but would you be my friend even if i wasn't.
sometimes i think that about alot of my friends.
everybody has problems that they need a break from, i'm that break, because to them i'm a friend who doesnt whine and complain about my life and my problems so they can take a break from listening to others and finally speak about themselves.
the problem with that, when do i ever get to do that?
where's my..me?
i'll get over it.
i just get in these moods sometimes, i mean god,
i'm human.