Jun 08, 2006 22:52
I feel like everyone is purposefully walking all over me at the same time.
So I am angry at some people right now, from preventing me from getting closer to someone else. I don't know how I can freaking work around this because this person is really close to these people. If they dont respect me then how will this person?
Also, I am really angry at someone right now, but I can't be because this person is going through a hard time right now, and alot of changes, and I have to be there for them. However, I think this person realizes my anger and angst because they have been hesitant lately. I really want to tell them that they are making me crazy, but I can't because then they would blow over the edge.
To top it off, my mom and i got in a huge fight the other night. We dont fight, and she got freaking angry. Basicly she was saying I was a dissapointment and that I take her for granted.
we are fine now but im still upset.
Nothing ever works out for me........
and Im ugly
I wish a certain fella and I werent drifting so much.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what a BAD night.
I want someone to tell my secrets to.