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another weekend has passed and nothing is different..
friday-
had a show in arcadia w/ through closed eyes and pedestrian speedbump...thanks guys for playing with us...umm the show was okay, there werent to many people there, but we kind of expected that...thank you to the people that came out, that is really awesome that you came and we will always remember the people that were there for us when every 1 else wasn't (and for all you people that read my shit and tell me that i dont know what a "true" fan is..... the people that are there when every 1 else isnt..thats a true fan).....anyway, keri's party was fun...every 1 had a good time, i kinda wish i slept at home because i had work the next day and woke up with a bad cold and just felt like shit
saturday -
worked at 12 until like 5ish....then came home and slept...was kind of sick
sunday -
Happy Mother's Day Mom and Nana.......went to church and then went down to newport with my family to get some food...my family is cool and they r the shit...seriously....i like drive around with my nana and we rock out to a static lullaby....then i went to the drive in....saw a shitty movie, but had fun
i have been thinkin alot....
i really miss my grandfather...i was in his bathroom and was looking for something and i saw his ring and i just started crying.... just thinking about it gets me really upset...i wish he could have seen my band play, he was so proud, ya know...i wish he coule have just come to a show
im kinda down right now and i dont really know what is wrong with me.......i am sick of complaining into this thing, its really childish when u think about it, sit here and type that i am down....but fuck it, i am fucking sick of the same shit and honestly think i deserve fucking better....im sick of fucking girls fucking me over when i am nothing but a fuckin sweet heart to them....a fucking sweet heart..... and i really appreciate all the "dont worry johnny comment"...i really do, its awesome knowing that people really care.....but like, i dont really think people can see that when i talk about this, i am really fucked up about it.....like, my heart has been fucked with 1 to many times... maybe that is why i have grown to be a miserable asshole...because i am heartless....thanks to you princess
alright guys, good night
Uh HuH
-johnny-
friday-
had a show in arcadia w/ through closed eyes and pedestrian speedbump...thanks guys for playing with us...umm the show was okay, there werent to many people there, but we kind of expected that...thank you to the people that came out, that is really awesome that you came and we will always remember the people that were there for us when every 1 else wasn't (and for all you people that read my shit and tell me that i dont know what a "true" fan is..... the people that are there when every 1 else isnt..thats a true fan).....anyway, keri's party was fun...every 1 had a good time, i kinda wish i slept at home because i had work the next day and woke up with a bad cold and just felt like shit
saturday -
worked at 12 until like 5ish....then came home and slept...was kind of sick
sunday -
Happy Mother's Day Mom and Nana.......went to church and then went down to newport with my family to get some food...my family is cool and they r the shit...seriously....i like drive around with my nana and we rock out to a static lullaby....then i went to the drive in....saw a shitty movie, but had fun
i have been thinkin alot....
i really miss my grandfather...i was in his bathroom and was looking for something and i saw his ring and i just started crying.... just thinking about it gets me really upset...i wish he could have seen my band play, he was so proud, ya know...i wish he coule have just come to a show
im kinda down right now and i dont really know what is wrong with me.......i am sick of complaining into this thing, its really childish when u think about it, sit here and type that i am down....but fuck it, i am fucking sick of the same shit and honestly think i deserve fucking better....im sick of fucking girls fucking me over when i am nothing but a fuckin sweet heart to them....a fucking sweet heart..... and i really appreciate all the "dont worry johnny comment"...i really do, its awesome knowing that people really care.....but like, i dont really think people can see that when i talk about this, i am really fucked up about it.....like, my heart has been fucked with 1 to many times... maybe that is why i have grown to be a miserable asshole...because i am heartless....thanks to you princess
alright guys, good night
Uh HuH
-johnny-