so alone....
alright, i seriously dont even know where i want my life to go. Well, i know that i want my band to make it out of rhode island. everythin is just so weird right now. like, i am having so much fun right now with my band, friends, everyone....between our shows, parties, going to shows, its all just amazing. im so happy that i have had to be put thru pain in life to find this music that i love because i really dont think i could be the person i am right now without it. the only thing i am really lacking in my life is a girlfriend. and i mean, im not gonna sit here and be like, "why cant i find a girl"...because its so much more than that...its so hard to find a girl that just truly understands you, and u truly understand her...and you just wanna spend every second of everyday with her...thats what i want..i want to go to shows with a girl and like, be able to just sing every word to every song with her...but, how can i trust a girl...i am way to quick to just give myself to someone..i hate it because im the one who always ends up gettin screwed over....basically i am just sick of it...oh and yeh, school sucks..i hate it more than i hated hendricken, which is pretty bad....on the bright side..i think im gettin a house this summer with some friends. Me, C, my friend dave, and his friend andrew might get a place in providence...i think we r all gonna go to jwu next year or sumthin..its a pretty sweet place me and c went to see it today..it will be weird not living at home though, so weird.
anyway, yeh, i am fed up with gettin hurt...its bullshit...i cant wait to find that one girl that i have been waitin for..who doesnt care about the stupid crap all these girls care about...whatever
yeh im goin to bed, i got work in the morning which sucks, then i have band practice i think...it's jamie's bday so it might get cancelled
we have a show sunday night in cumberland if ne 1 is interested...its 21+ though so i dunno how we gonna work around that lol, seein that most of our fans are kinda young
k night
Uh HuH
johnny
p.s
maybe one day the girl ive been waitin for will read this and understand...
anyway, yeh, i am fed up with gettin hurt...its bullshit...i cant wait to find that one girl that i have been waitin for..who doesnt care about the stupid crap all these girls care about...whatever
yeh im goin to bed, i got work in the morning which sucks, then i have band practice i think...it's jamie's bday so it might get cancelled
we have a show sunday night in cumberland if ne 1 is interested...its 21+ though so i dunno how we gonna work around that lol, seein that most of our fans are kinda young
k night
Uh HuH
johnny
p.s
maybe one day the girl ive been waitin for will read this and understand...