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First update in ten days but it's starting to all sound the same.
My Uncle died on thursday.
So that would make more deaths this year than I could count.
Right now I seem to be okay, but since I found out I've been so sad and I tend to get mad at the littlest things, such as Erin calling Ashley first to tell her about Chris before she told me. I cried. I felt like I wasn't needed anymore. It's stupid and I shouldn't have gotten upset but I did. and I guess that's the way I am grieving. This year has been so hard. I just want all of the bad stuff to be over now.
And I feel bad about everything. I feel bad that I have to vent everything to all of my friends but I need that right now. Actually all I need is to be back home with you guys and Actually see you guys because that would make me feel so much better.
And I was going to send you all a little something for Valentine's Day but everything came up and now I will just say that I LOVE YOU all.
Tash goes home every weekend it seems like, well, except this one but Adam came up and that is different, and It makes me so sad because I want her to be here and hang out because that is the only time we can have fun during the week. I feel like I'm losing her. She tells me I am her best friend but I don't believe her anymore. She has him now, and girls get weird when they get into a relationship. I just want my friend back.
I'm sorry that I am venting in this one. I think I need to though.
On Friday, Beth, Sara and I watched a marathon of Sex and the City because Beth got the first two seasons for Christmas. 15 episodes later, I had crocheted a purse. We figured out that Sara=Samantha, Amanda=Charlotte, Tash=Carrie and I am Miranda. After that we figured out that not only do we have no lives and are pretty pathetic, but that in fact we all fit one of the character's personalities.
And, oh yeah, Jason told me that he got pulled back into his relationship and that he loves his girl friend. Wonderful. guys are jerks.
My Uncle died on thursday.
So that would make more deaths this year than I could count.
Right now I seem to be okay, but since I found out I've been so sad and I tend to get mad at the littlest things, such as Erin calling Ashley first to tell her about Chris before she told me. I cried. I felt like I wasn't needed anymore. It's stupid and I shouldn't have gotten upset but I did. and I guess that's the way I am grieving. This year has been so hard. I just want all of the bad stuff to be over now.
And I feel bad about everything. I feel bad that I have to vent everything to all of my friends but I need that right now. Actually all I need is to be back home with you guys and Actually see you guys because that would make me feel so much better.
And I was going to send you all a little something for Valentine's Day but everything came up and now I will just say that I LOVE YOU all.
Tash goes home every weekend it seems like, well, except this one but Adam came up and that is different, and It makes me so sad because I want her to be here and hang out because that is the only time we can have fun during the week. I feel like I'm losing her. She tells me I am her best friend but I don't believe her anymore. She has him now, and girls get weird when they get into a relationship. I just want my friend back.
I'm sorry that I am venting in this one. I think I need to though.
On Friday, Beth, Sara and I watched a marathon of Sex and the City because Beth got the first two seasons for Christmas. 15 episodes later, I had crocheted a purse. We figured out that Sara=Samantha, Amanda=Charlotte, Tash=Carrie and I am Miranda. After that we figured out that not only do we have no lives and are pretty pathetic, but that in fact we all fit one of the character's personalities.
And, oh yeah, Jason told me that he got pulled back into his relationship and that he loves his girl friend. Wonderful. guys are jerks.