Jul 19, 2005 17:22
The damadge is unseen
The infection; internal
Nothing to be amputated or removed
Ivisible overtaking all control
Today is passing by slowly, but surely
Visited my auntie
As always; a fuss was made over my vegan lifestyle.
But its to be expected.
I stand my ground
Visited my great grandmother
Painkillers have taken their toll
Though she fights death still
The drugs make her senile
In the first few moment I saw her, she lifted up her dress
All the way.
She wanted us to see the bruises
Indeed, they were apparent
But i dont think it was nessesary to see.
She had passed out in the bathroom and falled beside the bathtub.
Poor darling.
Never would Grandma Molly have lifted her garments, were she sober
But she basically acts drunk all the time because of all the morphine.
And now she has cancer.
What a wonderful world.
She let us take home some photographs of famiily and such.
Theres one of her when she was a dancer.
She was so beautiful and graceful.
And you can hardly recognize her
Except her eyes
Her eyes still have that same sparkle they always did.
I was intived to go see Charlie and the Chocolate factory with Mik & Lor
Unfortunately mother has plans already
I would have really liked to join them
Id see that movie a million times over.
Here hoping that life picks up
-Becka
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