live and let die
I don't want to be one of those people that say i hate everyone i know, blah blah blah, etc. but i really feel like i could sit and nit pick every person i know and realize shit about every one and not like any of them. Obiously im not going to do that. I just need stability and closure. i feel like i have no one to lean on right now. not even bill. it seems like we've grown apart. i feel like im a huge disappointment to him. i mean, its not like he does a god job making me feel any other way. he pretty much tells me im an embarrassment.
i hate living in such a small town and dealing with every one elses petty bull shit. sorry, i dont care at all. dont cheat on your boyfriend and expect me to be there through the breakup. you fucked yourself. not that this is a real scenerio right now, its just an example. everyone seems to make the EXACT OPPOSITE decision that they should be making ALL THE TIME for some reason. then, they ask me for help and dont use it at all. im not going to waste my fucking time any more. i just dont care. i dont expect you to solve my problems for me. And i dont go fucking my life up all the time either. deal with it your self. Honestly NO ONE CARES.
If any one has actually taken the time to read thus far, im sure im being incredibly depressing. haha. soorraaayy. ive just been peicing together everyones seperate stories and realizing how FUCKED UP everyones view on living their life is.
i dont know how to end this. later.
i hate living in such a small town and dealing with every one elses petty bull shit. sorry, i dont care at all. dont cheat on your boyfriend and expect me to be there through the breakup. you fucked yourself. not that this is a real scenerio right now, its just an example. everyone seems to make the EXACT OPPOSITE decision that they should be making ALL THE TIME for some reason. then, they ask me for help and dont use it at all. im not going to waste my fucking time any more. i just dont care. i dont expect you to solve my problems for me. And i dont go fucking my life up all the time either. deal with it your self. Honestly NO ONE CARES.
If any one has actually taken the time to read thus far, im sure im being incredibly depressing. haha. soorraaayy. ive just been peicing together everyones seperate stories and realizing how FUCKED UP everyones view on living their life is.
i dont know how to end this. later.