i'm not ready to go!

Apr 25, 2006 17:27

i have had a week. it started with the fender bender on the way to the beach about a week and a few days ago. then i went to huntington beach to see family for easter and saw lindsey for the first time in a milllion years. i drove home fine. i am now in a relationship. which is really a strange word. hmm... only 6 weeks ill graduation! and a little under 4 months until i'm 18. okay...
enough sugar coating crap:

I ALMOST DIED LAST NIGHT! i was driving fast on Union, but not as fast as I usually go. i had something else on my mind, i wasn't really focusing on driving. i went off the road, and tried to correct, but i guess i over corrected, as seemingly everybody does. i ricocheted of af a very hard tree, spun around and took out two pine trees. I should have died from the first tree. the two pine trees slowed me down enough to stop 4 inches short of a power pole. which would have killed me again. the cop and the tow truck driver that showed up said that they'd never seen somebody survive something like that. but i walked away from it. i cant even believe it now. it was a God thing for sure.

now i dont have a car. my parents say i'm not gonna drive again until they think i'm ready. i dont think that'll be sooner than 4 months, when i turn 18. which means i have no way to get to work, but my dad still expects me to pay rent and pay for al my own things. how can i pay him if he keeps me form driving and being able to keep a job? i can understand that he doesnt want me to get hurt again, but how can i make a living without a car? i cant walk to work, we live too far away. i need help.
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