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had a dream that me, sierra, and indika were locking down. we were originally with a large group but had gone to do a seperate action of more importance as the rest of them were loosly organized. i was scared shitless. i didnt want to go to jdc as i thought of it as worse than prison, knowing that anyone arrested in an action like that gets about 3 days and than theyre out since they get proper legal reperesentation and i wouldnt even get a court hearing. we were locked down to each other, me directly to sierra and sierra to indika. the police showed up. there was one person who wasnt in the uniform and she was carrying what looked like a small fat briefcase. she had long scraggly hair and a facial piercing. She was using pain complience techniques, similar to a video i watched awhile back about how the cops in humboldt were swabbing pepper spray directly into peoples eyes while they were locked down, even thou they were non violent, just to make it "easier" for them even thou noone had everresisted. she opened the case and pulled out two latex gloves and put them on. she than pulled out a long needle that was about as long and big around as a knitting needle. she took a pair of pliers (diff medical name i cant think of) and parted a bit of my hair and than pulled up on my skin with the pliers. she proceeded to start pushing the needle into it as if piercing my skull like people have their necks pierced. simutaneously she kept fucking with my head. she was trying to get me to play games of coorelation(cant think of proper word but when a word or phrase relates to another and another and another) . she started out with a desert sun. i was trying to carry it on and coorelate something to it but once i started saying something it all went back to pain and i couldnt think. blank. i started muttering something about the time between sunset and sunrise. than she pulled out the needle but while she was sliding it out she made sure to push down on the end that was already out and use my head as a fulcrum to push the other end up into my skin and further rip it. i knew i was bleeding but couldnt see it. than either i woke up immediatly or its the last thing i remember before i woke up. when i woke up i remembered it as being extremely vivid and it scared the shit out of me. I understand some of the meaning behind this dream and the translation but most of it is things i dont feel i want to share on the internet.