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ive got more money right now then ive ever had in my life. and a killer business plan. and my head is doing better than its been in a long time indeed. the only downside is i miss my friends. and my mom could really do with some support right now and i cant do much from all the way up here. il explain all of this in more detail, now.
My mother has had it confirmed that she has lupus. which there is no cure for and it could kill her. when i was alot younger it caused her to have really bad pneumonia and she was incredibly ill. she went on an insane amount of steroids, lost alot of her hair, and than we moved to st. pete because of it. she told me she probably had lupus when i was living at seans house and i freaked out and cried for a really long time. and today she told me she definently has it. she also said it can be hereditary which would explain all the unexplained problems i have with my body. it can affect any part of the body, and ive had undiagnosed severe stomach problems for years. and it gives you a rash called the butterfly rash which my brother gets. people that have lupus also commonly are allergic to stinging insects which i was until i got treatment for it as well as common allergies which i have. i really dont want my mom to die. its also the disease that killed j dilla.
Oh also she finally was able to get health insurance, which she couldnt afford, because one of the babies that she watches parents who is rich offered to pay for it. and they denied it because she has lupus. its so fucked up "yes you can have insurance and pay us money for your entire life, oh wait you were diagnosed with a life threating illness, whoa cant give you insurance any more good luck. she says shel just go to bayfront because they can write it off and not go after you with collection agencies. im so fucking scared she has a fucking baby with a terrible father and she probably going to fucking die before he grows up
My mother has had it confirmed that she has lupus. which there is no cure for and it could kill her. when i was alot younger it caused her to have really bad pneumonia and she was incredibly ill. she went on an insane amount of steroids, lost alot of her hair, and than we moved to st. pete because of it. she told me she probably had lupus when i was living at seans house and i freaked out and cried for a really long time. and today she told me she definently has it. she also said it can be hereditary which would explain all the unexplained problems i have with my body. it can affect any part of the body, and ive had undiagnosed severe stomach problems for years. and it gives you a rash called the butterfly rash which my brother gets. people that have lupus also commonly are allergic to stinging insects which i was until i got treatment for it as well as common allergies which i have. i really dont want my mom to die. its also the disease that killed j dilla.
Oh also she finally was able to get health insurance, which she couldnt afford, because one of the babies that she watches parents who is rich offered to pay for it. and they denied it because she has lupus. its so fucked up "yes you can have insurance and pay us money for your entire life, oh wait you were diagnosed with a life threating illness, whoa cant give you insurance any more good luck. she says shel just go to bayfront because they can write it off and not go after you with collection agencies. im so fucking scared she has a fucking baby with a terrible father and she probably going to fucking die before he grows up