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im going to find out tommorow if i can get my job with pinnacle back. since my boss is more undependable than i am. if so im going to quit go to new paltz for a bit come back get that job get an apartment with john. my mouth taste like matches. im in a bad fucking mood because a friend of mine fucking stole from me today. what the fuck is that. piece of shit. im putting his ass on probation for awhile. thats fucked. its not what he stole. i could give to shits about that it was gonna sit and not be put to use for awhile anyway. its the fact that he fuckin stole it. i hate when people fuck me over. god damn. now im down to 10 dollars for this indefinente amount of time. come payday im leaving. i think thats the plan. best pack warm i take it. this not smoking is going dismal. it got cold and my plans went down the shitter for that. i wake up at 7 every morning call my boss he doesnt answer i go back to sleep till 1 or 2 wake up stare at the wall try to stop my throut from hurting go crazy try to leave the house eventually leave the house and than usually end up misreable because im around people i cant stand. fuck.