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You are right it is me and it was the way i treated you. I was in the wrong and i am not sure why you are still my friend. We have been through alot and i took that for granted. I am the one to blame for every fight, every bicker, and every tear. It took another heated talk for you to bring this to my attention. I thought the last fight was the last??? Maybe we should stop talking for a little bit, or forever if thats what you want. It seems lately we cant get along, and i hate that. I kno that there are times when we go a while and not talk, but you are always the first friend that i turn to with things. You are the one person who can make me cry and laugh all in the same nite. You are one person who i have let be there when i was crying, even tho you hate people that cry. I told you that you have changed, but i think we both have changed, we have grown apart b/c we are not as close as we once were. I want you to kno that I love you, maybe not in the same way as i once did, but all that should matter is that you are so important to me and i really do love you and care a lot about you. I just got off the phone with you and your in the shower right now so i hope you get to read this b4 you call back, so we can talk. I am so sorry for everythingi have ever done to hurt you or piss you off. Just dont walk out of my life yet. If you dont call back then i will kno that this last talk was more than you wanted to deal with and i understand. If i dont talk to you again, never forget me b/c i will never forget you!
JDC, this song made me think of you too
I spent too many hours, holding up walls
standing in corners and clenching my jaw.
Watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be.
Blaming this all on the moment,
blaming this all on my views,
blaming the mood on the music,
blaming it all on you. All on you and me.
All on you and me.
Just because you say what you wanted
doesn't make it right.
Just because the moment was heated
doesn't mean that I wanted to fight,
and even though I saw your anger,
even though I saw your face,
the words that you cited were chosen,
not faked, not spoken in haste.
All on you and me. All on you and me.
Just for the moment,
just one more time,
just one more second,
and we'll be just fine,
it would be just, just in case it's the last time.
Just until sundown,
just one more day I could hold you,
without you pushing me away.
xo
megz
JDC, this song made me think of you too
I spent too many hours, holding up walls
standing in corners and clenching my jaw.
Watching you watching the ones that I wanted to be.
Blaming this all on the moment,
blaming this all on my views,
blaming the mood on the music,
blaming it all on you. All on you and me.
All on you and me.
Just because you say what you wanted
doesn't make it right.
Just because the moment was heated
doesn't mean that I wanted to fight,
and even though I saw your anger,
even though I saw your face,
the words that you cited were chosen,
not faked, not spoken in haste.
All on you and me. All on you and me.
Just for the moment,
just one more time,
just one more second,
and we'll be just fine,
it would be just, just in case it's the last time.
Just until sundown,
just one more day I could hold you,
without you pushing me away.
xo
megz