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it boggles my mind that this time next year i could be married, and living in canada, seattle, or england. i'm nervously anticipating hearing from grad schools. and what i've gathered from the whole audition process is that i am uncool and the opposite of tenacious. i was so psychologically rattled by all the other people at my auditions and how adult and worldly cool they were. i'm gonna have to get cool, and i'm not sure how. i've been in nerd jerusalem for the past 4 years. samoa girl scout cookies are the best.