judgement day
Approximately the past year and a half (or more) of my life have been building up to this day.
So what do I say about it?
Ask me again in 37 days. (april 1st)
All I gotta say right now... and i know this sounds pretty bad :p... but I am SOOOO sick of highschool its not funny. Its not like i hate it, its not like im super depressed, its just that everything for the past 6 months at least has been so forward thinking... like thinking about college/the future/etc... that everytime i manage to live in the present its just kind of anti-climatic so to speak. Its gonna be crazy how much changes next year... i think most of us dont want to admit to ourselves that stuff is gonna be crazy different, but it is. Not that change is bad by any means... its just weird. (make any sense at all?)
I know that sounds really depressing.. i think im just kind of wiped from the whole audition thing... it was a long crazy day.
i did see peter :(... sike :)
and phil :)
and of course blair... whom i miss terribly :p
well anyway...
for those who care, my audition didn't suck or anything, im just a little apprehensive at this point to say one way or the other. I also had an interview which went great but yeah, we'll see.
P3@ce out all
So what do I say about it?
Ask me again in 37 days. (april 1st)
All I gotta say right now... and i know this sounds pretty bad :p... but I am SOOOO sick of highschool its not funny. Its not like i hate it, its not like im super depressed, its just that everything for the past 6 months at least has been so forward thinking... like thinking about college/the future/etc... that everytime i manage to live in the present its just kind of anti-climatic so to speak. Its gonna be crazy how much changes next year... i think most of us dont want to admit to ourselves that stuff is gonna be crazy different, but it is. Not that change is bad by any means... its just weird. (make any sense at all?)
I know that sounds really depressing.. i think im just kind of wiped from the whole audition thing... it was a long crazy day.
i did see peter :(... sike :)
and phil :)
and of course blair... whom i miss terribly :p
well anyway...
for those who care, my audition didn't suck or anything, im just a little apprehensive at this point to say one way or the other. I also had an interview which went great but yeah, we'll see.
P3@ce out all