What did I mean to you?
We'd always like ourselves to mean more, be more, live more.
I guess I liked that you're moving on, it just irked that I didn't get there before you. I'm happy for you, but just a little less for myself.
Right now, I want one of those days where you can idle by with some good coffee and better music whilst people-watching from a great vantage point where it'd be hard to miss something.