Jul 07, 2005 14:24
I dont no whats wrong with me. It seems like everything is do is wrong.
Im just not good enough. I try, I really do!
My dad thinks that I cant do by myself...that I need someone to show me how.
He thinks Im spoiled and I dont do anything for anyone else but myself.
That I'm selfish and I want EVERYTHING and give nothing back in return.
I dont have a passion for anything...I just give everything 50%, not 100%.
And the thing that hurts the most is that I no hes right.
Its not that he doesnt love me...its just he trying to help I think.
I just wish I could be better and not disappoint my parents.
I just dont no how to change that.....
I wish I was a better person....but I guess Im just a disappointment...I'm sorry