Bullshit, absoluete and total bullshit.
You're a liar. You've lied about it all along and that's bullshit. I'm suppose to trust you. I'm suppose TO understand everything and just be like " oh yes, thats fine, have fun loving her, I don't care". When the truth is, I do care. I guess this is what it was like whn you were paranoid, except the only thing is I am, or already did, lose you. So, that being said...NO I dont want to be rational, NO I dont want to talk NO I dont want to not be mad. Did you? You were mad, and were mad for a long time. You're probably still mad I told you you were becoming a god damn alcoholic, but I only call them as I see them, But dont worry. I'm just jess, so therefore it doesn't matter. So, that being said, I hope you understand this better. I care, but I cant love someone who doesn't love me back. So, that being said, sorry I forced you to say it back the last time.
On another note. I told Sam I should tell Aaron about Jim. It's not looking like a bad idea, but I dont play the whole eye for an eye game. So, that being said, it's a no. Saturday night was amazing though. Me, Buddy, Jim and Matt watched waiting and bullshitted around, jim and I almost fell asleep in my bed, but my mom would have probably been all wierded out if she woke up to that. Oh well, though. She knows weve slept in the same bed 393983083 times. But yeah. He left at like 7:30 am. Then came back at 12. Crazy, crazy boy. I guess someone doesn't understand that Jess needs her sleep. Oh nos. So, I got up and played with his puppy, Roxy. Shes so cute. I told my mum I like her even more than I like him. Hahaha. But yeah. He was working on the car for my dad while Roxy and I half-slept and half-watched are we there yet. It was good times. Untill mom and I went to the grocery store. I asked freakin' Jim if he wanted anything, and after him being covered in sanding dust and shit, he grabs me and throws himself over me, hugs me. ?I was like " uhhhh, I would hug you but your dirty and dusty right now." But yeah. Needless to say, we hugged. What a shithead. Hes coming back today to work on the car, and yeaaaaahhhh. I have a plan ladies and gentlemen,I have a plan.
Ed is mad at me for no reason whatsoever. He wont tell me why, but Im sure it's stupid bullshit. Because let's see, I havent done anything to him. But, whatever. My life doesn't revolve around his being mad or not. So, that beind said -- It really doesn't bother me that much.
The bell is going to ring, so yuh. Peace, Bitches.
On another note. I told Sam I should tell Aaron about Jim. It's not looking like a bad idea, but I dont play the whole eye for an eye game. So, that being said, it's a no. Saturday night was amazing though. Me, Buddy, Jim and Matt watched waiting and bullshitted around, jim and I almost fell asleep in my bed, but my mom would have probably been all wierded out if she woke up to that. Oh well, though. She knows weve slept in the same bed 393983083 times. But yeah. He left at like 7:30 am. Then came back at 12. Crazy, crazy boy. I guess someone doesn't understand that Jess needs her sleep. Oh nos. So, I got up and played with his puppy, Roxy. Shes so cute. I told my mum I like her even more than I like him. Hahaha. But yeah. He was working on the car for my dad while Roxy and I half-slept and half-watched are we there yet. It was good times. Untill mom and I went to the grocery store. I asked freakin' Jim if he wanted anything, and after him being covered in sanding dust and shit, he grabs me and throws himself over me, hugs me. ?I was like " uhhhh, I would hug you but your dirty and dusty right now." But yeah. Needless to say, we hugged. What a shithead. Hes coming back today to work on the car, and yeaaaaahhhh. I have a plan ladies and gentlemen,I have a plan.
Ed is mad at me for no reason whatsoever. He wont tell me why, but Im sure it's stupid bullshit. Because let's see, I havent done anything to him. But, whatever. My life doesn't revolve around his being mad or not. So, that beind said -- It really doesn't bother me that much.
The bell is going to ring, so yuh. Peace, Bitches.