so the past week has realllllllllyyyyyy sucked. but there has been it really really big ups too. i guess that is kinda bad to have in a bad week tho, because you just had this really shitty week, but there are still really good things in it too, so you thinking to your self " SHUT UP, honestly there is nothing that you can complain about, look at all the good shit that's happened to you recently" i guess the bad just swamps the good.
im REALLY temped to go into isolation or just leave for a while on my own. just to work shit out so when i come back i know EXACTLy what to say and what im going to do. that could be fun.
i think my audition went well today, which very important to me. but i shouldnt say anything till they cal tomorrow-ish.
updated my Ipod alot so i have over 2000 songs now. happy.
i have alot of work to do this weekend tho , so ill prob get started nowish
cuz early dinner with fam and then to FHS for that comedy thing, then prob back home to sleep.
im out.
"why dont people ever come to me when they need to talk? i just dont understand it.
and when i need to talk, why are the people who "will always there" are missing?"
-Anna