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my mom is always so right about alot of stuff. it's scary when you get to this point in a relationship with your mom. arent you suppost to be like 40 when you finally get along with her and agree with her and everything. and then she lets you do just about whatever you want. and it's suppost to be when your 40 when she tells you secrets and how she's always so proud of you and everything and when she's always on your side but tells you when your doing shit wrong. i seriously take all of this for granted alot. i guess im just really lucky. honestly i am.
i'm doing and i have alot of what i want. want i need.
little things continue to get me down, but i think i really have to see what i have for me to be able to work out the little stuff that is going wrong.
maybe it's time to re group a bit.
i made it today. that was really really thrilling. i just want to have a little party. thurs i just do it again. it's will be harder and ill really have to focus. but ill work for every moment of it.
im seriously thinking of not doing this latin thing and talking to him tomorrow.
blah. it's sad about how down this is getting me.
i'm doing and i have alot of what i want. want i need.
little things continue to get me down, but i think i really have to see what i have for me to be able to work out the little stuff that is going wrong.
maybe it's time to re group a bit.
i made it today. that was really really thrilling. i just want to have a little party. thurs i just do it again. it's will be harder and ill really have to focus. but ill work for every moment of it.
im seriously thinking of not doing this latin thing and talking to him tomorrow.
blah. it's sad about how down this is getting me.