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so exams suck. havnt really started studying im doing math homework. yeahhhh due monday. it makes me feel really stupid.but yaknow it'snot really a far trip.
so as soon as exams are over. im going out and not coming home till christmas. cuz i hate school. then after christmas im going to sc with the family. go be with the lastiens.i think it will give me a good chance to reboot considering el can't come with me because parents are fuckers. so im going to restart. maybe as someone different? maybe ill just end up being the same person. whatever happens happens. yay fun. i love the beach. but i hate the cold.
so i stillhave math homework to rape me and then lax practice and im really scared and nevrvous because im not used to this shit. i'd rather just dissapear for three hrs.GRR why can't i do sports.
it so weird my mom told me today that she read an article about nervousness. it says that at a certains piont in our life we "stop being afriad" and instead, change that to nervousness. i just think it's because when your a kid youre usually afaird of one thing and it engulfs you, but as you get older, you dont want to admit it but alot mor things begin to scare you, therefore neverous vs afraid. i totally agree.
meow.
so as soon as exams are over. im going out and not coming home till christmas. cuz i hate school. then after christmas im going to sc with the family. go be with the lastiens.i think it will give me a good chance to reboot considering el can't come with me because parents are fuckers. so im going to restart. maybe as someone different? maybe ill just end up being the same person. whatever happens happens. yay fun. i love the beach. but i hate the cold.
so i stillhave math homework to rape me and then lax practice and im really scared and nevrvous because im not used to this shit. i'd rather just dissapear for three hrs.GRR why can't i do sports.
it so weird my mom told me today that she read an article about nervousness. it says that at a certains piont in our life we "stop being afriad" and instead, change that to nervousness. i just think it's because when your a kid youre usually afaird of one thing and it engulfs you, but as you get older, you dont want to admit it but alot mor things begin to scare you, therefore neverous vs afraid. i totally agree.
meow.