I'm starting over....
Yup, I decided, I'm starting over with evertying. I'm just tired with the way things are going now. I'm tired of not living up to my potential in school, I'm tired of not having people over a lot like I used too, I'm tired of not being able to hang out with my best friend(s) because of stupid reasons. I'm tired of school in general, annnnnnd mostly, I'm tired of being here. I know, I can't complain because I can't change that for another two years. Buuuuut, I can always go out of town. I really hope that I get to go camping and stuff with Mui, and I really hope that I get to go to sunriver with Darcy. Annnnd lastly, I hope that I get to go home this summer like everyone else in my family. Annnd I don't mean Texas. That'd be nice. I'd get to see Matthew, but I haven't seen my uncle in FOREVER. Literally, and I miss him. Gahh, I guess the way that things have been happening lately has made me really think about things. A lot of things. Oh well, my family and I are going to play games tonight, annnnnd hopefully have stuff to drink. I really feel like drinking tonight. grrrrrrrrrrr. The frustrating-ness of not being 21. lame.