happy/sad-bipolar?

[yourstillyou]

 I miss being on stage. like... a lot. I miss how rehearsal takes over my life and how all of my friends liked the same things I did. It made things so much more fun. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends here and I wouldn't change them for anything, but I just miss having that connection with other people. I know that I'm in an acting class and that I really love it and stuff, but I just feel like I should be on stage in front of an audience instead of in a black box with like.. 12 freshman. It just kind of stinks sometimes. I do have an audition on Saturday for Nickelodeon, but I think I'm going by myself.. and it's like.. an all day thing because all the time slots were full and I have to sign-in as a walk in at like.. 9:30am and they don't start auditioning them until like.. 4:30 and so I'm getting really excited for everything.  I actually JUST read that I need a monologue... sheesh. so, now, I'm looking. Everyone needs to cross their fingers on saturday... maybe I'll make it! :)))

ok, well, I'll update more this weekend! :)