Will you will? you will? you will you? will you?

[yoursplendor]

Skinny fists is such a good song.

i'm exhausted from ballet rehersal that i know i'm not going to get the part of

i really really would like to have a close friend that is supportive, since my family doesn't believe in support

i'm so through with school, it makes me feel sick just thinking about it

i so badly want to leave lexington, and everything i know here, for reasons i can't quite explain even to myself

my belly is really full, and i'm thankful for that

i'm feeling terribly sad, and i'm so tired of being bored with life

my beliefs influence no one, nor are they ever heard, and the people that do hear them aren't worth my time in the first place

i feel like i've accomplished nothing, touched no one, and made not one goddamned bit of a difference

i feel lost to everyone i felt close to

i'm confused because i'm starting to really like someone as a friend, but i'm afraid to become close to them, because friendships mean the world to me, and i don't know if they feel the same way about me

i've revealed to this person details about my past and life i've NEVER told ANYONE else, and i don't know why

i'm writing my first 'zine

my guitar is still in open g

i haven't talked to garrett, still, and i think i'm just gonna give up, because i'm left naked and vulnerable, and completely open right now.

i miss my friends that i never talk to

my bed has lost its appeal, even though i'm tired

my marley puppy is the best guy i could ever ask for