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I reallllly should be studying right now but I am the biggest procrastinator ever..so I am not. Well no I don't procrastinate, i just don't study. And i realyl should be because my exam is tomorow and there is a good change I might fail (yes summer school. its only the most embarassing and pathetic ever but 100% my fault so whatever.)
anyways i was just looking through the yearbooks and reading grad write ups and it just kinda hit me that we're graduating next year. as in, this time around next year I'll have completed high school. be done mandatory education forever.
umm is it just me or is that the scariest thing ever?
Before I was so excited about graduating but now im soo scared. Partly because I have no idea what to do after high school and I've alraedy closed doors (i hate that expression, ha) to some programs by not taking maths/sciences but I dont know. I dont even know if i want to go to university/college. I htae studying. And it's not just the education stuff. I don't know, I just kind of feel that I might look back in a couple of years and regret not takign advantage of it. I never really participated in school things, joined maybe on club, sports, never really went out of my way to make new friends, etc. I wish we still had OAC, that would be awesome. But it's still seems like these past 3 yaers have flown by. Anyway, thats my sappy rant for the day.
Last weekand was fun. I went to Blue Cactus with some of teh girls and worked and rented Sex and the City..and some other stuff. My parents are home so I shall pretend to be studying. Im so screwed if i fail summer school.o
bye
anyways i was just looking through the yearbooks and reading grad write ups and it just kinda hit me that we're graduating next year. as in, this time around next year I'll have completed high school. be done mandatory education forever.
umm is it just me or is that the scariest thing ever?
Before I was so excited about graduating but now im soo scared. Partly because I have no idea what to do after high school and I've alraedy closed doors (i hate that expression, ha) to some programs by not taking maths/sciences but I dont know. I dont even know if i want to go to university/college. I htae studying. And it's not just the education stuff. I don't know, I just kind of feel that I might look back in a couple of years and regret not takign advantage of it. I never really participated in school things, joined maybe on club, sports, never really went out of my way to make new friends, etc. I wish we still had OAC, that would be awesome. But it's still seems like these past 3 yaers have flown by. Anyway, thats my sappy rant for the day.
Last weekand was fun. I went to Blue Cactus with some of teh girls and worked and rented Sex and the City..and some other stuff. My parents are home so I shall pretend to be studying. Im so screwed if i fail summer school.o
bye