Dec 17, 2009 14:58
I am, of course, wasting time before my 2nd to last final. Geography lames fer sure. but soon it will be over thank god.
it's the end of another semester. Can't fucking believe it. 2 finals away from this shittastic semester to come to it's end. I have been broken up with, tried to dated and failed, lost some good friends. So im ready for it to be overrrr and to just relax and forget about this whole semester.
But some good things came of it, really learned who my true friends are, realized that I can be happy alone, actually started to get over douche, mended a friendship with a previous frienenemy, got very good grades (at least so far) and learned that my family means more to me then anything else in this world.
Ryan and I are back to being just friends. I couldnt commit, maybe i didnt want to, but in the end i told him i could only be his friend. It sucks cause he really is a great guy but i think until im 100% over douche its only fair to ryan that we just be friends.
ughhh fuck guys fuck love fuck broken hearts fuck school.
CANT WAIT FOR BREAK =[