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i'm not sure if its the pre-uni fears, or its just some random feeling that surfaced out of the blue during work.
but i really miss my sch life BADLY, in JC & Sec ):
studying then (esp in jc) was really tough, but i knew i could hang on due to the friends surrounding me,
the laughter, the cries & even the tantrums we throw at one another.
isit me, or are these nitty-gritty YET significant details are slowly fading away?
or m i just too sensitive?
or this is just the next phase of life?
it's been a very long time since i felt this depressed.
maybe cos everyone's busy with work, we hardly have time for ourselves, needless our friends.
despite the meet-ups, & indeed i cherish those meetings, things just seem different.
i don't wish to break down. & i swore to be a stronger girl as each yr passes.
deep down, honestly, i'm very sad none of my good frens (except one whom i just found out), are entering smu with me.
i'm not expecting the same fac, but i really cant imagine sch life w/o my bestfrens & v good frens.
sighs...
as sociable i can be, i do get tired.
probably cos of the recent sudden networking & getting to know so many ppl, i'm feeling petrified.
& this is probably one of those rare & phenomenal times.
till then, i shall sleep. the flu vacc jab's making me feel weary.
but i really miss my sch life BADLY, in JC & Sec ):
studying then (esp in jc) was really tough, but i knew i could hang on due to the friends surrounding me,
the laughter, the cries & even the tantrums we throw at one another.
isit me, or are these nitty-gritty YET significant details are slowly fading away?
or m i just too sensitive?
or this is just the next phase of life?
it's been a very long time since i felt this depressed.
maybe cos everyone's busy with work, we hardly have time for ourselves, needless our friends.
despite the meet-ups, & indeed i cherish those meetings, things just seem different.
i don't wish to break down. & i swore to be a stronger girl as each yr passes.
deep down, honestly, i'm very sad none of my good frens (except one whom i just found out), are entering smu with me.
i'm not expecting the same fac, but i really cant imagine sch life w/o my bestfrens & v good frens.
sighs...
as sociable i can be, i do get tired.
probably cos of the recent sudden networking & getting to know so many ppl, i'm feeling petrified.
& this is probably one of those rare & phenomenal times.
till then, i shall sleep. the flu vacc jab's making me feel weary.