& we do the hokey pokey~
im really sleepy. but drama seems like top priority over sleep, at least for now.hahah.
im determined to finish watching my kdrama by tonight. one last epid now! (:
life now seems to revolve very closely with work, & more work.
still, im enjoying myself nonetheless, though not as much laughter as they were in sch back then.
well, at least im not feeling really stress over work.
watched the 3rd movie for this week, maybe one with my parents tmr, & one more on tues.
i'm gonna reach bankruptcy, & i'm currently in love with a pair of heels from an online shop! :O
since the talk with low, i've been thinking back lately.
sad enough (for myself), i realise i haven't really like someone for a VERY long time.
cept for eye-candies, & minor crushes.
i realise how much faith i have in relationships, close to zero, im afraid so.
subconsciously, i guess its was my fear, my lack of trust.
& its been with me since the last breakup.
was it due to that? or was it myself being too idealistic?
i wonder when this subconscious feeling will subside, soon i hope?
its funny how ppl love to "leave it(everything) to fate".
but somehow fate nv fails to make a fool out of us.
i guess im too shagged that im blabbering nonsense.
3.00 am: i finally finish my drama :D :D :D
off to bed~
im determined to finish watching my kdrama by tonight. one last epid now! (:
life now seems to revolve very closely with work, & more work.
still, im enjoying myself nonetheless, though not as much laughter as they were in sch back then.
well, at least im not feeling really stress over work.
watched the 3rd movie for this week, maybe one with my parents tmr, & one more on tues.
i'm gonna reach bankruptcy, & i'm currently in love with a pair of heels from an online shop! :O
since the talk with low, i've been thinking back lately.
sad enough (for myself), i realise i haven't really like someone for a VERY long time.
cept for eye-candies, & minor crushes.
i realise how much faith i have in relationships, close to zero, im afraid so.
subconsciously, i guess its was my fear, my lack of trust.
& its been with me since the last breakup.
was it due to that? or was it myself being too idealistic?
i wonder when this subconscious feeling will subside, soon i hope?
its funny how ppl love to "leave it(everything) to fate".
but somehow fate nv fails to make a fool out of us.
i guess im too shagged that im blabbering nonsense.
3.00 am: i finally finish my drama :D :D :D
off to bed~