uncontrollable
it's weird, very weird, when i got stumped by uncle's question.
'Would u miss 2008?'
honestly, i dont know.
i couldnt think of anything, or was there too much things that i couldnt even answer a 'yes' or 'no'.
in fact, its like asking me on any random day whether i miss the previous day, just that its a YEAR we're talking abt here & not just one DAY.
blah, i seem to be blabbering crap but i was honestly startled & speechless for a few minutes.
its been so so very long,
&
i thought i had long gotten over you
but i realised deep down, ur shadow never left my mind.
so much so that when i see u, anywhere, anytime,
my heart aches so much like two sumo wrestlers squeezing me
& our precious memories i wished could be erased.
gahhh...this is so not me