annual birthday post
my birthday was really fun. wow, i'm 22. weird.
now i'm in orlando to spend a few days with my family because i've been so busy lately.
however, whenever i'm in my room away from everything...I always get to thinking, and getting myself upset about the dumbest of things. Honestly, this has been the best year of my life. I made some new AMMMMAAAAZZZING friends, that I could not be happier with. And i'm finally teaching art to some really great kids. I feel good about my art. I feel accomplished with my schooling. It's been a good year for me. 21-22 i'd say, over all...golden.
However, I did come to realization that since I turned 20 I've been single. I've been single for 2 years. That makes me feel....awful. 2 years? Lord. First time since I was 15 that I haven't had a boyfriend, I guess that should be good, but I dunno.
I still feel wrapped up in two guys that are worthless as far as most things go. however i still feel dependent on their shitty attention. oh well, most lj's are about this anyways.
hopefully i can get nicole to upload my bday pics soon so I can show the world of LJ just how magical it twas.
goodnight.
now i'm in orlando to spend a few days with my family because i've been so busy lately.
however, whenever i'm in my room away from everything...I always get to thinking, and getting myself upset about the dumbest of things. Honestly, this has been the best year of my life. I made some new AMMMMAAAAZZZING friends, that I could not be happier with. And i'm finally teaching art to some really great kids. I feel good about my art. I feel accomplished with my schooling. It's been a good year for me. 21-22 i'd say, over all...golden.
However, I did come to realization that since I turned 20 I've been single. I've been single for 2 years. That makes me feel....awful. 2 years? Lord. First time since I was 15 that I haven't had a boyfriend, I guess that should be good, but I dunno.
I still feel wrapped up in two guys that are worthless as far as most things go. however i still feel dependent on their shitty attention. oh well, most lj's are about this anyways.
hopefully i can get nicole to upload my bday pics soon so I can show the world of LJ just how magical it twas.
goodnight.