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I really like going through old CDs, they make me feel ridiculous for enjoying/still enjoying some of the music I used to rave about.
Today was good, I had a good day with my mom, ended up buying a camera on Ebay for photo class, I sort of feel crappy because my pre-paid college fund ran out and now my parents are paying full out for college, books, art supplies, my apartment, my utilties, my car insurance, and my food. I feel like a shmuck. I can't even begin to imagine how much they are throwing at me each month or semester that is.
Too much.
way too much.
I started to think yesterday what happened to all my long lost friends that I used to hold so dearly, and now barely even hear about it. It makes me feel like shit, because I know it's my fault that I lost touch with everyone in orlando. I've made no effort to see them, or go out of my way ever.
so be it.
Today was good, I had a good day with my mom, ended up buying a camera on Ebay for photo class, I sort of feel crappy because my pre-paid college fund ran out and now my parents are paying full out for college, books, art supplies, my apartment, my utilties, my car insurance, and my food. I feel like a shmuck. I can't even begin to imagine how much they are throwing at me each month or semester that is.
Too much.
way too much.
I started to think yesterday what happened to all my long lost friends that I used to hold so dearly, and now barely even hear about it. It makes me feel like shit, because I know it's my fault that I lost touch with everyone in orlando. I've made no effort to see them, or go out of my way ever.
so be it.