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uuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. why do I care? bluck.
So, if I had been wise and just not looked I would've felt 100% better about the whole thing, it's not like I hadn't already figured it, but not having any sort of proof made me atleast think I was right (in my make-believe world, that is). However, seeing as how I am almost always right about whatever it is I assume, I shouldn't have looked. bluck.
It makes me angry. That people like that just do whatever they want and never see any sort of repercussion for ANYTHING. They just float by like nothing phases them, like no one matters, and they just do whatever they want. I hate that! If I did the same thing I would be labeled for it, I would be the jerk. So I guess pissing him off actually means he has some sort of feelings, but I can be replaced as easy as that. Strange for someone who never leaves his house!
Whatever. I'm dumb for thinking anything would change. Or that he might actually care.
On the up side, my alaskan called me last night. I miss him, he was fun to know for awhile.
I tell myself to just be happy with my life, and not be so absorbed in what everyone else is doing, but somedays (alldays) I just can't help it. I figure, everyone else makes up my life, why not be absorbed with it.
Gyms going good.
Everything else is on the ups. Just not anything too exciting, so I guess this is just a RantJournal. Whatever happened to the Live(ly).
It was replaced with life.
Lauren-
So, if I had been wise and just not looked I would've felt 100% better about the whole thing, it's not like I hadn't already figured it, but not having any sort of proof made me atleast think I was right (in my make-believe world, that is). However, seeing as how I am almost always right about whatever it is I assume, I shouldn't have looked. bluck.
It makes me angry. That people like that just do whatever they want and never see any sort of repercussion for ANYTHING. They just float by like nothing phases them, like no one matters, and they just do whatever they want. I hate that! If I did the same thing I would be labeled for it, I would be the jerk. So I guess pissing him off actually means he has some sort of feelings, but I can be replaced as easy as that. Strange for someone who never leaves his house!
Whatever. I'm dumb for thinking anything would change. Or that he might actually care.
On the up side, my alaskan called me last night. I miss him, he was fun to know for awhile.
I tell myself to just be happy with my life, and not be so absorbed in what everyone else is doing, but somedays (alldays) I just can't help it. I figure, everyone else makes up my life, why not be absorbed with it.
Gyms going good.
Everything else is on the ups. Just not anything too exciting, so I guess this is just a RantJournal. Whatever happened to the Live(ly).
It was replaced with life.
Lauren-