Idiot.
My computer is back. Yippie.
My common sense is out the door sometimes.
I'm looking forward to the rest of today a disgusting amount. Agenda: read, read some more (I have SO MANY NEW BOOKS. SOOOOO MANY.), watch a bunch of season six of The Sopranos, ride my bike, not bathe, not talk to anyone, actually use my computer, and read some more.
Really excited about all of this.
Also, avoid thinking and anticipate tomorrow being fun.
I started laughing hysterically then abruptly stopped when I read my friends page today (I think it was today) and like three entries in a row from people, different people, were basically "I'm well on my way to alcoholism"/"I'm an alcoholic". I tend to write that, too. So I stopped the laugh because it's not funny, but it totally makes sense that THAT is a common thread in other people's journals that I read. Fucking reasons behind things. Etc.
I like it when I actually HAVE a class on a Monday so that I get actual pleasure out of Monday holidays. Although I love going to class. So the fact that I'm missing it isn't really the point. It's the fact that I feel I am getting ripped off a holiday otherwise. Everyone else is getting a special day, and for me it makes no difference! But no, this semester I have a Monday class. Alrighty.
Finally, I hate my lower intestines.
My common sense is out the door sometimes.
I'm looking forward to the rest of today a disgusting amount. Agenda: read, read some more (I have SO MANY NEW BOOKS. SOOOOO MANY.), watch a bunch of season six of The Sopranos, ride my bike, not bathe, not talk to anyone, actually use my computer, and read some more.
Really excited about all of this.
Also, avoid thinking and anticipate tomorrow being fun.
I started laughing hysterically then abruptly stopped when I read my friends page today (I think it was today) and like three entries in a row from people, different people, were basically "I'm well on my way to alcoholism"/"I'm an alcoholic". I tend to write that, too. So I stopped the laugh because it's not funny, but it totally makes sense that THAT is a common thread in other people's journals that I read. Fucking reasons behind things. Etc.
I like it when I actually HAVE a class on a Monday so that I get actual pleasure out of Monday holidays. Although I love going to class. So the fact that I'm missing it isn't really the point. It's the fact that I feel I am getting ripped off a holiday otherwise. Everyone else is getting a special day, and for me it makes no difference! But no, this semester I have a Monday class. Alrighty.
Finally, I hate my lower intestines.