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i feel sick sick sick.
as i fill in words on this page.
i dont know whether its apathy,
or discouragement. or nervousness.
or maybe just perkins pie.
but its goddamn worth it.
its all goddamm worth it.
i wish i would stop wasting my time pretending its not.
tonight its windy.
10 minutes ago it wasn't.
despite popular opinions,
i think he'd be a fabulous boyfriend.
as i fill in words on this page.
i dont know whether its apathy,
or discouragement. or nervousness.
or maybe just perkins pie.
but its goddamn worth it.
its all goddamm worth it.
i wish i would stop wasting my time pretending its not.
tonight its windy.
10 minutes ago it wasn't.
despite popular opinions,
i think he'd be a fabulous boyfriend.