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[yours_forever67]

Well things are starting to get better, i decided to just stop bein friends with Amy and everyone else! I think i want to be a loner n not talk to ppl anymore! Its alot better that way! Last night was great, Someone talked to me all night n helped me n told me everything was gonna be okay cause i told him wat was goin on! He gave me half his Jolly

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[yours_forever67]

Who is this n how do you know everything??? I know Amy has ALWAYS been there for me wenever i needed her n i know i tried to be there for her wenever she needed me! I know she was the only one out of all my friends to cry with me wen my aunt died, shes the one that stayed with me! But you know wat?? all of that is in the past! All of our friendship is in the past! I probley wont ever find anyone like her ever again but i dont plan on it either! I choose to not have any friends at all because im sick of everyone bein 2 faced, im sick of everyones lies, im just sick of everyone! This whole thing with Mike... it tore us apart, she said she hated me and she said and i quote... *because of you i dont feel the same for him anymore* unquote... Because of me??? If i remember right... it took two of us! She said she wanted to forget all of this but yet every time i see her something about it is bein brought up! Do you actually think i am okay with that?? NO i cried myself to sleep alot of nights lately, ive cried wen i looked at her i cry wen i talk to her! wenever she brings it up i just want to die! Im sorry about wat i did and thats all i can say! There is nothing more to say! Im not gonna sit there n be seen with her n have everyone else sayin shit like she shouldnt be my friend n stuff! Okay ppl think im a whore n a slut now! I dont care wat ppl think but i dont want them sayin shit to her n i know she said she didnt care but i do! Im sick of ppl bein mad at me wen it does not concern them in any way shape or form!! Just because Amy is their friend too doesnt mean they can judge me, i didnt do shit top them so they all need to mind their own buisness! I choose no to talk to anyone anymore cause i just cant do it! Im sorry! Im sure she has other friends that she can talk to n shit she really honestly does not need me anymore!

[yours_forever67]

dont worry bout who it is... U didnt try to be there for her u were there for her no matter wat, u did ur best. do u think shes bein two faced bout it... u kno she said she didnt care if she lost her friends as long as she could b friends with you. you and mike are the only things that mattered to her. i know it takes two to do one thing i agree on that one she shouldnt have said that. She doesnt jus bring it up to u shes bringin up to mike all the time too because she wants to kno things. all tho she needs to stop and i will tell her that. she accepts ur apology and wants to stay friends. and her friends that are saying shit bout you need to stop its not there placei agree with that one they do need to mind their own buisness... ur not a whore or slut even tho wen it happened she called u that cause she was mad and i think she told u, but things happen for reasons maybe it was to prove friendship love for u and her,or his love for her. no she dont have friends that she can talk to u like she did with you. she cried last night n today.. i know she misses u and dont want a different best friend and she wont ever try to replace you. she doesnt want to replace u she wants wat she called you her "tusie" back.

[yours_forever67]

Well i think i might know who this is but if she wants me back then she can make the move, im not just gonna go n talk to her, she can talk to me, but if i hear ppl sayin shit then forget it!

[yours_forever67]

Ok if ur thinkin right then u do kno who this is Amy wants to be ur friend and its too hard not for her not to be ur friend no ones gonna say ne thing otherwise bigtime craps gonna b happening she told me... im glad for u too

[yours_forever67]

Yeah i change my verdit... i know who this is! Thanks for tellin me all this and makin me realize that no matter how mad i get n stuff i will always have her right there by my side to help me through watever im goin through! Maybe your right... maybe that happened to show our true friendship!! Thank you!