so I've realized
That I seriously have a fear of commitment. Not just when it comes to relationships, but everything in general. Like I have a job interview on Tuesday for a job that really sounds like something I might actually really like doing. The problem? It's HR and not PR or politics like I've thought I wanted to do, and it's back in Cornwall, the place I've always said I didn't want to go back to. But it sounds like a really great opportunity that I think would be an amazing place to start out, if I get it. But I'm already thinking what if I'm passing up something that will give me the opportunity to move back down near DC, which is something I've said I've wanted to do for awhile. Or what if I get it and take it, is that too soon?
I'm talking myself out of having a job I haven't even interviewed for yet. I'm literally going to drive myself crazy if I keep this up.
But I think deep down I hope I really do get it, It'd be such a relief to know I had a job and money coming soon. Some stability right now would be fantastic. And I could always get experience there, after all there are schools everywhere.
On a happy note, Michelle was here this weekend and I got to see some of the guys from Scranton and it was a lot of fun and really good seeing everyone!
I'm talking myself out of having a job I haven't even interviewed for yet. I'm literally going to drive myself crazy if I keep this up.
But I think deep down I hope I really do get it, It'd be such a relief to know I had a job and money coming soon. Some stability right now would be fantastic. And I could always get experience there, after all there are schools everywhere.
On a happy note, Michelle was here this weekend and I got to see some of the guys from Scranton and it was a lot of fun and really good seeing everyone!