PLEASE READ THIS - IMPORTANT

Oct 26, 2005 08:16

Hi guys,

Something very disturbing happened recently, and it made me realise that there are way too many people reading my journal that I don't know very well. The fact that information and things that are said here are being leaked to the relevant people really scares me.

This journal is where I put down my thoughts and feelings. It's an outlet when things do get a bit rough, and seriously - I'm going to be honest about how I feel because it's my journal.

The things that are said here are not written with the intention of hurting or bad-mouthing anyone - not my friends and NOT my boyfriend for god's sake. I love him with all my heart, but this relationship has been going on for close on 9 months now and things are bound to happen between us that make me sad or frustrated. It is NOT my intention to bad mouth him publicly to his friends and anonymous readers on the net - this is where i write about my problems, and people on my friend list whom I trust with this information give me advice. I was not aware that some of my entries were available publicly, nor do I understand it.

This journal is friends only. That means that I trust you guys to not go behind my back and tell people what I have written here.

In terms of Malcolm, everything that I write here I would be comfortable with talking about with him. Rough patches in relationships happen. Really, they do. We're fine. I was not aware that this could be read by so many related people, otherwise I would not have posted.

In future I will be making doubly sure I friends-lock all my entries. Also, I'm making a CUT on my friends list. Sorry guys, I know most of you have nothing to do with this, but it disturbs me when RL elements interfere with what is said here. I will feel a lot more comfortable with only the select people I know and can trust reading my thoughts. Please don't take offense.

Malcolm is free to read this journal too if he so wishes.

So here it is: I love Malcolm. I will never (ever ever) do anything to intentionally hurt him. He means the world to me. The next time you are concerned about what my thoughts are about him in this journal, come and talk to ME about it. It's my place to tell him what I write here. Why? Because it's ultimately between us.

For the second time LiveJournal has turned around and stabbed me in the back. Honestly, I feel like just deleting the entire thing and getting it over and done with. PLEASE guys, we're busy trying to deal with other problems than this. We really don't need this right now.

THIS WILL BE THE LAST PUBLIC ENTRY IN THIS JOURNAL.

livejournal, friends only

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