Oct 14, 2005 13:22
Yesterday, as I was waiting for my dad to fetch me at work, this huge thunderstorm was looming. It was awesome because the clouds were all dark and twisted and some were running down the sky like they were melting. And the wind was tossing everything around and there was lightning and distant rumbles of thunder.. Everybody wanted to get home before the rain started, but nobody did, and they all stood in long lines of traffic down the road, and I stood there watching them. When I took my shoes off the pavement was still warm from the sun.. The silence before the storm, with such a sense of urgency, maybe excitement. Maybe something which I don't understand at all.
My mother is worrying me a lot.
I spent the evening at Malcolm's place, and went all psycho and paranoid about the lightning and murderers in the yard and the most unlikely of things. I was hearing the phone ring, or the alarm go off...just generally freaked out. But I guess watching sky news didn't help either. *sigh* So I watched the beginning of Rollerball and it looks like a cool movie, but I was just waaay to tired after all my angsting, and I passed out.
And this weekend I am going to SLEEP. And EAT. And maybe calm down a bit. I think I'm going mad.